Trail junction
This wasn't what I had in mind when I thought of preparing for the trail.
I expected to sweat long hours in the gym, obsess about packing and plan daily hiking goals.
I didn't expect to have my cat euthanized this afternoon. But, that's what is going to happen.
Spooky, a wonderfully demented Siamese mix I adopted three years ago, has terminal kidney failure. As her body has lost its ability to filter toxins, I've watched her appetite fade. Her muscles have grown too weak to jump far. Her fears have kept her hiding inside dark closets and cabinets for long hours.
One of her only remaining pleasures seemed to be snuggling next to me every evening. When I leave for the John Muir Trail on Monday, I'll be taking that comfort away from her.
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So, I had a choice this week: Should I end things by her side, before I go, and cut her fading life short by a few weeks? Or should I gamble -- knowing she could die surrounded by people she doesn't know while I'm miles away?
Spooky's seen me off for my last two treks up Mt. Whitney via the John Muir Trail. She's greeted me both times on my return, nearly falling over herself to rush to my sweaty, dirty side.
This time will be different. She won't be waiting for me when I get back. It's my turn to see her off.
Happy trails to you, sweetheart.
Comments
Sorry about Spooky.
Posted by: Rich | August 12, 2006 12:28 AM
Chris, my friend. Your entry today broke my heart. I'm so sorry about Spooky. Oh, man, what would life be without our animal companions? But it is so hard to say goodbye. My little Captain is so frial and I know he won't last much longer. But for now he still loves his walks and other pleasures.
Your decision was so brave, and it was the right one.
Hang in there,
danni
Posted by: Danaline McPhail Bryant | August 12, 2006 08:41 AM
It's never an easy thing to lose a family member, which Spooky is. Having hiked the John Muir trail, I can tell you that you will find peace and comfort to those beautiful mountains created by a loving God. Have a wonderful adventure!
Posted by: William Toomer | August 12, 2006 09:13 AM
Hey Chris: I am so sorry you had to do this! But I do think it is the right thing. Peace to you.
Posted by: julia | August 12, 2006 03:59 PM
Losing a furry friend is one of the hardest farewells a person can experience. And saying goodbye before departing on your adventure must have been heart-wrenching. Rest assured that you made the right decision for Spooky. May her spirit will be with you in the wildneress.
Posted by: Patti Ogden | August 13, 2006 09:07 PM
Thanks for all the kind words, guys.
Spooky died quietly and gently. She didn't seem afraid during the entire process (even driving to the vet's).
It was really the best thing I could have hoped for.
Posted by: Christina Vance | August 14, 2006 07:58 AM
I am enjoying your trip,
I climbed half dome for the second time in july then day hiked in tuolumne meadows
Posted by: james | August 14, 2006 08:01 PM
Hope you have a safe and fun time climbing the mountain, hope you have a lot of fun and meet some interesting people.
I would definately stop for the pie at the lake.
Love you
Aunt Carolyn and Uncle Jim
ps. Your mom is on the phone and said she will be following your progress
Posted by: Uncle Jim & Aunt Carolyn | August 14, 2006 08:25 PM
Hi,
I am really sorry that Spooky. I never got to meet her but she was VERY cute! I will talk to you soon.
Love you lots!
Micaela
Posted by: Micaela | August 16, 2006 08:57 AM